je m'apelle Shan Hui.

hatetobe EMO.

2011-03-03T21:10:00.002+08:00

its been a long time since the last time i Emo. urgghh....i think shld be a pms bahh...
being emo is really wasting ur time....but duno why...just cant get rid of it yet..
sighhh...
been thking of future stuff......what to do in the future ??! aikxx....
i really TOTALLY NO IDEA !!! Damnnn... isn't that i shld be a good planner of life since i been through so many "troublesss".. but sorry. im still a normal person. and i also very emotionalize..thats why now i cant stop emoing....*Sighhh
need a hug ??! hmmm....maybe i need.just that i wont ask for it.....
im always being oneself....doing all things myself and my way. no one will understand my thoughts...beside God. hmmm...i wont tell anyone too... hahaha Lol.
just......this time. im really tire.
tire of what im facing...what im doing....the ppl around me...the environment...tire of EVERYTHING !!!! so i wanna to get rid of it..... want to get out of here..get out from PG...get out from this country...just to get away.....i want something new..something can lighten up myself...something can let feels that im still living...still living for my life. i dont want to get stuck by the responsibilities anymore......JUST WANNA GET OUT OF HERE !!!!
DAMNnnn !! i think i need a rest. Lol......

=)

2010-11-27T15:48:00.002+08:00

well.... trying to be a happy person now.
and i thk im kinda happy now la.
i was kinda emo for last few month.
and was kinda bad temper.
i would like to say sorry to everyone ya.
sorry for always being bin o o. hehe
especially eve...sorry for titi argue with u...
but this is me and you rite. just sometimes im a bit over la.
sorry for that la xiao bi. hehe Love you always.
Now i just wan to have a happy silent life.
recently im not talkative as before d...ntg to talk much.
most of the time just staying at hostel and supper ?! haha
well.... kinda look through... slhdnt so 执着 with somethings.
we shld always look further further and further.
and always think the POSITIVE　way,which i got learn more.
everything will be okay la... is just the process of growing up. =)

GreenDay-Time of your life

2010-11-17T14:43:00.000+08:00

You don't have many regrets about your life and they way you have lived because everything happens for a reason. You tend to make your plans on the fly, because you figure what will be will be. You live for the moment because ultimately you believe that regardless of if the outcome is good or bad, it was the way it was to be. Memories are formed the best when you aren't trying to find them. Realistically, you understand you can't control everything in your life, but thats what makes life so much fun sometimes. Sometimes you live life, sometimes life lives for you. Either way, you know you will be a much better person for it. Everything is all good for you, because you don't spend much time worrying about things which is good, because you know "there's unpredictable, but in the end its right" and you just hope "you had the time of your life."

arigato ~~

2010-11-11T12:46:00.002+08:00

After release,i do felt a lot better. thanks to that egg and LSY la. really thanks a lot. =)

='(

2010-11-10T22:52:00.002+08:00

aikxxx.....
i cant stand d..
so i..... broke down (p/s: ym teach me this word. ;D)
HAHAHAHA... =(

:( or :)

2010-11-08T14:49:00.004+08:00

New design of my blog !! xD

Lol.....

Well.....what can i say now..
my life is kinda hectic for now.. And i not use to it AT ALL !!
is so damn tiring...
im mentioning about the mentally...
mentally really very TIRE !!
but i have no choice.. sad! =(
anyway i think i still handle it larr...
but maybe sometimes need some alcohol to release stress la..
hehe ;D
i have a stable job as a waitress in Summer Garden..
with ee nee, kelvin, khai ling....etc
we all working at this restaurant..
the job is okay larr...can say not stressful pun..hee
or else like the mobile shine selling mp3 one...got to hit target...then sometimes still have to beh syok lai beh syok ki.. aikxx...
so i think this job is kinda easy la...haha and btw i don't like to take orders...
hehe.. or else if u take wrong orders get scolded~~ =(
then sometimes i do some fair eh promoters...
like mobile shine,selling mp3,bluetooth...etc
or like the one just past eh HomeDec fair, representing LG promoters...
aikxx....so tire...
lastly still got a lot or TEST and ASSIGNMENTS !!!
arrhhhhhhh.....seriously im going crazy d...
im just controlling the craziness nia... =(
anyone can help me ??
or maybe what ck said is right...im pushing myself too hard ?!
anyway this is life rite ?! everyone has a different life of their own..
so maybe this is mine.....
and if i wan to success then i have to try my best to get all over this la.. =)

gagagaggaga.....

2010-09-25T14:43:00.002+08:00

lalala~~
Exam start...and over.
Holiday starts.....and going to end soon.
working in a sucks fair at KL.
back to Penang...hang out everyday... spent a lot.
but its worth bcz ah tan going to kl dee...so got to spend time with her more.
she is going away so soon. and im staying.... aikxx
all the best for her laa..

get a sucks time table for the new sem which SAT and SUN also have to attend for classes....DAMN SHT !! grrrr...

ytd went to 7aste event at 32 mansion...
okay...its another boring event..aikxx

reecently everythings is so SUCK !! hmmm
but....this is a part of the life right ?! we got to face it everyday....
sch open....got to headache again...
i really hate every beginning of the semester...
the problem i have to face is the same as always....
but still havent used to it yet...
urrgghh....

my future....
what can i do ??

KOREAN~~

2010-09-05T02:40:00.007+08:00

Okay...
just wanna announce something.... hee =D

I LOVE Big Bang and Wonder Girls !!!
they are two groups from Korea..
their song not the best but its nice music.. =)
especially the group members....
woohooooo~~~

Big Bang

for Big Bang i like TOP the most and then TaeYung and G-dragon..
btw TOP is so cool !!! especially when he act in the Iris(korean drama),this killer is cruel and good to look !!! hehehe... love him the MOST~~ wakakkaa

Wonder Girls

WG is YooBin and SunYe !!!! the rapper and the vocalist(i thk)..
and they are pretty !!
btw they are the group who sing the Nobody...kekeke
and i love this song very much..
the latest hits are So Hot and 2 Different Tears are RnB and hip hop too...
the tempo and rhythm are good...

aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh......
CRAZY FOR THEM...

IRIS

At here i like to introduce IRIS... it is really a good drama,story interesting and and so the actors are all pros and good looking... hehe
the story is about the korean National service and Spy.. and some romance too..
u guys shld have a look.. its really nice !!

ps : 2mr have exam.... T.T
so got to stop now.... hehe

a friend, a buddy, a sister, and a new family member to me. =)

2010-08-17T15:17:00.003+08:00

ah hung.....
i dont know what to say...
jusy wanna let you know that i will miss you.. as in.... VERY MUCH !!!!!!
actually,i was kinda 依赖 on you eh..coz anything happen on me,for sure u will help me or give me a solution to solve my problem...
but..now you are leaving to Singapore..
seriously i really 不舍得 at all..and im kinda afraid of the days without you..
without the sound of: nagging me cannot do this do that/scolding me to take care myself baik baik/and the weirdest laughing sound....etc
i will definitely very 不习惯..
but im happy for you...the uni in Singapore is a lot better than Malaysia..
so go have fun la...its time for you to "have fun" dee...xD hehe..

and dear sister...
really....Thank You !! Thanks a lot =)
p/s:you shloud be proud that u make my tears dropped...hehe xD

Love ya !! =)

the hot chocolate

2010-07-24T01:04:00.002+08:00

the richest person is not the one who has the most,

but..

the one who needs the least. =)

p/s: refer to hotmail inbox - hot chocolate.

From now on, i will be start thinking of my life.

what is the most i wanted ?

yes, is S-I-M-P-L-E.

Simple,glad and happy is what i wanted always....

but these 3 words was far far away from my life.

my life is full of resposibilitiesssss.....

although i hate it so much, but i know i got to do what i should do.

so, this SIMPLE life...

is hard for me to get it now...

but, i still believe that someday, i will get it. =)

2010-06-02T03:12:00.000+08:00

is impossible..

is useless....

IF

2010-04-05T02:16:00.002+08:00

If can - i wish we can have a chance to get together again.

='(

2010-03-02T15:54:00.002+08:00

tire.....
in my heart...
stress....
in my mind....

when can i have the time to distress and relax ??
only a few days..
then i will be ok d....
haizz..

='(

one people

2010-01-17T04:08:00.002+08:00

lonely
depressed...
tears
drop
on
my
notebook
*sad*

突然间的领悟

2009-12-28T23:41:00.002+08:00

原来我都在压抑着
压抑了好久的感觉
好想讲出来
可是
讲出来的后果
并不是那么容易承担的
我真的希望我能快点忘记
要不然我
我也不知道会怎样了...

just now the modem ki siao ki...
totally cant online..
make me so embarrassed..
haizz...i just wanna write down my feels nia actually..
finally wendy come back and cure the modem liao..
she was the heroin !! haha..
aiyorr..
now can type out feel better d...
hahaxx...
*sweat*

GaGa =P

2009-12-17T12:33:00.002+08:00

SongLyrics.com
Telephone

later gt a test....
n now...i am still at here...
haha...
Rah-Rah-Ah Ah Ah
Roma-Roma-ma-ma
GaGa-hu la la~~
xD

yesterday

2009-12-12T15:16:00.003+08:00

last nite went Korean BBQ - Dorae..
it was nice...
although 2yi n xiao ah yi said ma ma dei nia..
but act i still like it larr..
ofcz cannot alwayg go to eat la...
not only it was expensive and also its really to heavy dee..
all meat !! aikxx...
joanne..this week really need go gym v u dee..
abo...
me - no medic can save dee..
hehe..

then aftertat we went to qb...
finally i bought my sandals..
last week walk whole qb a few hr cant found any pun..
now..walk around 1hr nia...found d..
act tat one no vr cheap la...bt oso nt expensiv...RM35.9 after 10% discount..
anyway...i dun mind larr..coz if i still dun buy one...
for me this kind cho lor lang...the old sandals 迟早 will 断掉 eh...
haha..

when we went back...i was a bit 烦...then chin jie ma talk v me...
then i felt better dee..
and she oso said recently she felt that im not vr happy..
so ask me whether anything goes wrong again ?
aikxx...heard liao...oso duno how to tell her..
well...act i oso felt that too larr..
maybe i was a bit stress these for those assignments+tests+presentation..
p/s:non-stop everyweek !!!
and oso SHs let me felt a bit pek chek v her...
grr...she really change a lot...haizz
then my mum too larr..she was so so stuborn neh !!
ask her go medic check up was for her own good ma...n jz dun let us worry ma..
she kong lai kong ki oso mai ki....grr...oso vr geram n pek chek...
and oso lack of money....need cari kang tao..
nw jz hope tat chin jie introduce one can fast fast gao tim ki...
then nx month can get some cash d la...
haizz...
zhong zi...haizz..a bit tire+stress larr...
now type these out feel so stress again...like a lot stuff need to be done like tat..
2day oso mz make a script out for the presentation dee...
n this week got IT n Macro assignments plus thursday gt a IT test too....
Arrghhh...going crazy Deee~~~
feel like need some alcohol nw...

hope after this week can rest one week la...
jz one week no assignment test or presentation nia...
please la God...let me hv a happy christmas celebration la...
jz one week can dee...enough for me dee...
haizz...
really feel like wanna hv some alcohol..
can make me relax a bit bah..hee

Nice Song ^.^

2009-12-12T14:02:00.004+08:00

these days siao diok 星光 mia songs...
love 孫自佑 nia...his voice was so so so excellent...kiat !!
i like it...especially when he sing that "Sometimes When We Touch"
walao eh....lam diok him dee~~
now everyday must listen this song liao...

and one more song...
is 星光 1 班 sing one..楊宗緯 - 聽說愛情回來過
also damn nice !!! its was so touch..
tell u harr...when i listen...my tears dropped too nehh~~
u can thk diok how touch izit dee rite..
hehe...
guys..please go and listen...really its a nice song.. =)
nah...i upload the dee...please listen ya...xD

失眠

2009-12-07T03:48:00.002+08:00

失眠的夜晚

想说...
"我喜欢你"
甚至有点想念你
但这份喜欢和想念 - 永远只能藏在心底...

the volleyball journey ended today

2009-12-03T20:48:00.011+08:00

=D
Finally...
the journey ended on today..
it was a very fun journey...n was enjoyable too..^^
today we ended v a competition...
our team the Sunday ice-cream get the Champion !! hehe =D
thanks to my leader Guat Yen ..hehe
she surf n dig vr good...get marks for our team a lot..
and she also do all the number plate for us...

See....still gt a ice cream one...haha...

this is the Sunday Ice-cream..hahaxx paiseh cut one..so a bit blur..

she was such a good leader...i will miss her vr much...
hehee...=)
today i am in a vr good mood...
coz won the competition and from nx week onwards no more volleyball training liao !!
hiak hiak~~ xD
so wanna watch Hi-My-Sweetheart..
love this drama so mcuh...Da-lang da-lang da-lang da-lang....
kekezz..ym oso syok diok this Da-lang dance deee..xD

By the way yesterday go gurney watch Ninja Assassin..

See~~his body....keke..

Oooo....i only can describe this movie with one word - BLOOD !!
the whole movie...almost every sec...sure can see diok blood one...
anyway it was a nice movie too la...Rain seriously have GREAT body !!
oh man...although it is vr blood...but i still strongly recommend u guys go and watch !!
really vr nice !! hahaaxx...
and one more thing, to those who scare of blood i still recommend u guys go n see...
well...it maybe a bit disgusting but when u see Rain's body...
hehe...
it will be VERY WORTH to watch this movie!! wakakax...

after mv,meet eve them...

and i suddenly miss Secret Recipe cake..
(this one edited by eve bah...if i not wrong..haha)

then duh go dee...
so...take picha again..^^
act tat time quite sleepy dee...i thk i bcoz of my eyeliner la..aikxx

me~~eating ??

we order 3 types of cakes..act is me n ym nia larr..
ym - choc mud
me - yogurt cheese and chocolate indulgence(tis one very jilat T.T)

well...aftertat we go S&J buy my bro present..
it was his house warming + birthday + christmas present
hahax...3 plus together...and i thk it was the 1st time i give him present...
hahaxx...
well..i bought him something useful for wine...
thr is a wine opener...and bla bla bla...duno wat to call...haa
anyway those tin come with a box..thr can put a wine..
so im still going to buy a wine for...i thk this present at least will cost me 80 bah...
broke dee... T.T
but nvm larr...since i only hv a brother...haha..well...and a sis too..
paiseh la lao jia...nx year ka gv u a big present k...hehe

and lastly...sleepily sit min yen eh car with KONG KAM eh driving go fetch fu sheng..
and go for dinner...wee went perak road thr if im nt wrong..
we eat zu char...well...its nt vr nice...jz normal la...haa..
then come bec hostel n watch saw V..
it was quite disgusting la....but the story line no good..boring..not nice..
hahax...
thats all lahh...
1st time write so long...hehe

oklarr...i write..

2009-11-26T15:26:00.007+08:00

hihi...
long time din write dee...
hehe...paiseh...lazy marr...so i use lyrics..
wakaka...
well...finally..
we finish this week test n assignment dee..
n i jz wake up frm a short nap..
although its a short nap..but i slp till vr relax...
n peaceful..haa..
i thk tonight go bec sg ara oso can get a good slp..
but saturday start need study again...
haixxx..monday gt a management test again...T.T
anyway...saturday ka lai thk la...
these 2day slp puas puas 1st...keke =D

nah...upload some recently pic..
still having a great college life..keke

Redbox...we finish presentation n IT test..so decide to gv ourself a break..keke

toilet pic again...keke..

my face look stupid...haha...bt i like it..=P

me n joanne - the TALL couple..haha

err...still gt a lot..larr..
go facebook see kay...hehe
really lazy...xD

to BlaBlaBla...

2009-11-25T23:17:00.002+08:00

To who may concern..

this chorus is for you !!

哭过就好了伤都会好的
这样相信所以深呼吸着割舍
爱是为了拥抱为了牵手
不是为了争吵为了掉头

哭过就好了痛都会走的
记忆有限所以它会淘汰坏的
失眠听歌想念虽然苦涩
还是谢谢你让我长大了

by 梁文音 - 哭过就好了

- 讲不出声 -

2009-11-23T20:42:00.005+08:00

讲不出声讲不出声

任由自己半夜清醒

我只不過偶爾受了驚

於是才遺忘本性

那 - 纳闷的心情
不知该告诉谁...

那 - 悲哀的心情
不知该向谁倾诉...

那 - 思念的心情
更不知是否该告之...

( 讲不出的心声谁人何以理解呢.. )

Somewhere Over the Rainbow..

2009-11-15T23:06:00.002+08:00

Somewhere over the rainbow
way up high.
in a land that i heard of once in a lullaby
someday i'll wish upon a star
and wake up where the clouds are far behind me.
where troubles melt like lemon drops away above the chimney tops. thats where youl find me
somewhere over the rainbow
skies are blue and the dreams that you dare to dream realy do come true.
if happy little blue birds fly beond the rainbow
Why ? oh Why
cant I ??

Somewhere Over the Rainbow - by Connie Talbot

its a meaningful song to me...
esspecially the lyric..=)

8 oct 2009

2009-10-08T22:14:00.002+08:00

heee...sry harr....so long din update...hee
well....this few weeks act happens smtg too larr..
1st...exam...
then exam finish...holiday 3weeks lo...went to genting v classmates...
had a great trip pun larr..
after tat week...whole week go out...then stay at hm...go out again n stay at hm again...then....
heee...well...this on last for around one week time nia..
aftertat...walao....busy for my sis wedding...
being her bridesmaid...hmm...my 1st tim...hee
yuan lai really vr ma huan to b a bridesmaid...
busy till siao...tat night i totally wanna ki siao...
wearing high heels then walk non-stop whole night....n oso no time eat pun...
act i felt a bit sry to sis...cz i noe i din did well...haizz
bt she din blame me pun larr...coz tat was my 1st tim...
aftertat was the KL wedding dinner...
walao....sien till siao...altot i stay in KL for one week ldt...
bt hor...reli boring...coz i din reli gt time to shop in mall...my sis was bz v her dinner stuff...
well im her sister ma...ofcz mz help her la...
one more tin....she wan ang pao frm me guk...geng la her...
well i gt giv pun larr...i thk mayb bcz i gv her ang pao...she gv me bec tim is double of the money i gv her...hee...quite syok larr...
well...i take a lot pic....will post it when i make it into video...
hmm...n act the whole trip i went KL wasnt vr happy la...
if nt bcz my sis...act i oso lazy go KL...i was too emo tat time...
totally cant cheer up at all..
the day b4 when kl....i cried whole nite...haizzz...is cry...the 1st time...
nt tears drops...bt is cry...
well....i thk was too sensitive la...bt anyway...i xiang kai le larr...
bt i thk altot i had protect myself vr well liao...bt i thk is still nt enuf...
the wall of the heart shld bcum higher n higher...or thicker n thicker....
i dowan being hurt anymore....tat feeling is damn sucks....
last tim was my dad....nw is....haizz...
im so scare....i scare feeling this tin....
som tim is good....bt most of the time is bad...
so i thk single always is the best bah...
mayb no pp sayang or mayb go whr i oso alone...
bt....i really scare being hurt again....
haizz...sorry...maybe when the time came...then i will try bah....
hee....
tats all.....btw...long bang guys...miss u guys a lot neh....

i noe im a bit too sensitive larr..

2009-09-30T00:38:00.002+08:00

mayb im really over sensitive...
but i cant control my feeling not to feel sad...or dissappointed..
haiz...
the 1st time...my tears drop down...
reasons of crying nt bcz of stress frm exam or my family problems...
haizz...cant tell the reason..
bt i jz wanna say...im really very sad...
maybe this is call human kind bah...
no matter hw u make urself not to cry anymore...
bt when u face the real feeling frm ur heart...
u wont b able to control ur tears anymore...
it will jz drops down...
n also it the 1st time...i waste so many tisu...
haaa...lol
jz did a fb quiz...
it say tat i was vr well in protectin my heart...
well....i thk mayb my protection was out of date or expire d bah..lol
tats y i was hurted.....(nt u guys fault at all....i was reli too sensitiv...jz ignore me la...)
when one too 在意 or too 在乎 another....
is the other hurt tat person...he/she definitely will b vr sad....
haizz....
mayb i shld upgrade my protection d larr...
make the wall higher...higher....n higher.....

there is stil 22 hr n 30 mins left

2009-09-09T15:18:00.003+08:00

there is stil 22 hr n 30 mins left
to face the MICRO paper..
n now..
i suppose sit infront that
!@#$%^& BLUE book..
n study..

- BUT -

what m i doin nw ??
listening songs...
n get HIGH !!
wahahaxx..
im really crazy dee...
haizz..

no mood how leh ??
gaix nia..

well...
act i post this bcz...
of LEE HOM
omg...his concert...
Music Man..
it was so nice...
so high...
his music really is vr Nice !!
i love it...
p/s : anyone who is free now...shld go n hear it now...pls...
it was really damn nice man...
wahhaa...
see....so yeng Man...
=D

arrrggghhhhhh.....

2009-08-27T20:37:00.002+08:00

haizz...
exam start from nex week d..
nw din even truly touch diok any subject pun...
gaix liao lorr...
grr...
n worst tin is...
I DUN HAVE MOTIVATION AT ALL !!
haizzz....

怕

2009-08-23T20:49:00.002+08:00

haizz....im so scare now..
bt duno wat im scaring...
exam coming?? lack of money ??
bt this is nt scare...is worry...
then what m i scare of ??
i dunnoo....i really scare...
scare of everything...
连要讲什么话都怕...
怕又再次讲错话了..
haizz...
终之就是怕 !!
haizz...how stupid i am now..
shit u Ooi Shan Hui..

my prompt night..

2009-08-13T17:33:00.005+08:00

well...
is a night to remember.. ^^
because im the tallest one !!
wakakaxx =P

2009-08-12T23:18:00.002+08:00

WTF F F F F F F F !!!!
sht....damn....sht .....damn....

AAAAaaaAAAAaaaaaAAAAAaaaaAaaaAAaaAAAAa..

really beh syok beh syok and BEH SYOK !!
grrrr....

well...i oso duno what im beh syok - ing...
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr !!!
anyway...jz wan express ma feeling nia..
dun ask anything...
i oso duno how to answer u...

jz sht sht sht n sht....damit !!

....

2009-08-07T00:12:00.000+08:00

im tire..
i need a shoulder...

....

2009-08-06T23:31:00.002+08:00

im vr vr ...
duno how to describe me feeling now..
bad mood ?? sad ??
i really felt myself is so useless now...
feel like wanna cry...
cry out loud..
bt i noe...i wont...
because - im not alone like before
actually i wan cry about a month ago d.
but till now...i still cant...
maybe i really dun hv the gift of crying ..
well...i blame for many times..
my family...my dad...my mum..sis n bro...
im really useless..only noe to blame..
but this yr im 18 alrd..i knew that i really shld grow..
shldnt blame anymore..
shldnt kesi kesi hami pun tak tau d..
com out n live...i realise a lot of things...
so i shldnt act like a child...is really must learn to be mature..
am i really tough enough to do everything on my own ??
shld i ask for help again ??
haizz...everytime only know "haizz" n "......"
im so useless....
well...actually i also duno what m i writing now...
jz wanna drink...
see...im so useless...drink drink drink...
drink again...
eve they are so happy chatting at outside...
but i really..duno how to talk now...
feel like silent is the best gua...
im so useless.....
n mummy...u thought im vr tough...
but actually...im not..
im...just useless..
sorry...

a fun day with classmates...n ofcz ym n joanne

2009-08-04T22:49:00.004+08:00

after class we go disted food fair..
manatau....when we reach....habis d pulak..
aduii...this fu sheng....really gai nia...
anyway we still bought 2 pizza...
ofcz nt i paid....hehe...i ate 2 or 3 pieces...
btw at here i wanna thx to ck n fu sheng for the pizzas ...=p
then we went to gp d...
n we discuss vr long for whr to have our lunch...
really damn long lorr..
well...at last...
we go to Chillis...(did i spell wrong ?!)
the foods is nice...i love it...
especially the drnks...
i order a Long Island Ice Tea....it cost 19.30...
ohno...but its really nice...so worth it lah..^^
then we had a long time at the restaurant...
for taking pictures...=)
n me....maybe after drnk a bit alcoholic drnks..
so xiang ka si a bit High loh...
jing ran ki hiao v them...quite pity ck n fusheng one...
wahahaxx...anyway i hv a lots of fun lah...haa
aftertat we have our mv The Land of Lost..
I watch - 2nd time..
bcz i wan watch the mosquito again...
haha..xD
then after the mv...starbucks...chit chat again...
then back home...
i seorang beh tahan liao...so go slp dee....
*n when i was sleeping....ym say i Shiong her...
i wanna say... I DIDNT....T.T
jz the eye problem...i din mean it YM...T.T
haaa... =)

my long island.. ^^

well...this is not my food...wendy n joanne mia..

i like this one.. haha

eve,me,jian lin,MY,wendy n kok chun,then CK joanne n thomas.

well...i noe im vr kiam pak... =P

is she kissing me ?? kekezz

long time no update huh ..

2009-08-03T02:15:00.002+08:00

well...this few weeks happened a lot of tins...

1st.ah pin farewell

then...my F*** father did some D*** shit KK stuff to me..
i really almost ki siao that time...i angry till cant talk to my mum at all.
ho chai my lovely cousin help me...well she actually just accompany me drink finish the whole bottle of red wine...i thk i drink more..haha XD..anyway...just wanna thx her again.TQ ^^

the next tin is...prompt nite ??dress ?? God..help me....i need a nice dress n high heels.... !!!

n the last is...
i wan ON DIET !!
n i also wan SAVE MONEY !!

hope can complete this task la..
hee....but...now i start hungry Deee ~~ T.T

by the way...in the past few weeeks..i realize that i should always think positively...n think of the Secret theory..n the most important is i should stay Calm...like before...not now...a bit beh syok...then many kinds of GOOD words will come out from my mouth d...i really should control myself d...haizz...
p/s : sorry Mum...for everything i done.

Lao Da....

2009-07-13T12:29:00.003+08:00

ah pin....
hope u will have fun at perlis la...
don come back b a Lao Koc koc teacher can d...
haaa....
well....
i Hiao...
i Kiap...
all because of u....(well u guys larr..)
so...You made me !!
this kind of me....is weird,stupid,kiap,hiao...
and ofcz....always laugh... =D
so vr thank you....Lao Da...
我真心的把你当作老大的 !!

Happy belated Birthday to myself

2009-07-07T11:04:00.003+08:00

Hehe...i noe is alrd late a day..
but nvm larrr...
ben lai i wan write on ytd eh...but really no time...
if ytd i still on9....now im really get fail on my presentation d...
well....com....congrat me...i get....
C+ nia....well....pass jiu hao la....hee...
anyway this only the 1st presentation...
still gt a long road to go...is a good start to me pun...not fail can dee...
haha.....
p/s : when i presenting....really experience diok what is NERVOUS d..im really vr vr vr nervous...untill my leg is SHAKING....omg....is really Shaking one u know....mang siao siao kay...
anyway its over d la....haha...

now go to the point....
hee...MY Birthday ~~~ (yesterday)
well,i wanna thanks to everyone which remember my bday n send me msg on 12am....
except cy...haha....joking larr....she got call me in the afternoon...
can be forgive...hehe....p/s : CY ,see i so nice....dont forget my present oh !haa...
n the next tin is i wan to thank to my dearest lou po,min yen,wendy,wai ying n sook lee....
thx u guys....
ben lai i really doesnt feel like having a Birthday dee...
but u guyss.....(sobx..)
make me feel diok havin celebration of birthday is really a nice tin..
friends i love u guys....thx again...
n the zhong hua xiao chu too....
for playing the happy bday song for me....
ohno no no no.....
hehe....
n my dear daughter yee min...
thx for the present....
well...i really like it...its so cute....
hee....only u willl buy those tin nia...haha...chicks !!!
btw...almost forgot dee..
well...i have 3cakes for this year bday....
so syok....one is choco cheese...my fav....gv by a friend..
another one ofcz frm eve dio....choco one....duno wat name...bt i thks is oso frm the same cake hs lah....n the last is frm my 2nd aunt....thx 2yi !!hee....well its only half....
but its still a kind of cake rite?! haa....thx...but i goin to b fat soon... aikzz

well...2nite only i post those pic la...
once again....thanks my friend... =)

放下...

2009-07-02T17:52:00.002+08:00

人往往都在一瞬间做下决定

就刚刚在冲凉时

我突然决定

是时候放下了

Past is a PAST....

过去就让它过去吧

不应该再执着了

要潇洒一点 !!

Haha =]

I'm tire...I'm cold....I'm sick...and i'm....

2009-07-01T23:04:00.003+08:00

2day...
after english clas...went to the office..
whr i take the interview....
get the agreement...
and also the place i reject the offer..
anyway mayb many pp thks tat im really stupid for not taking the offer....
but i hv my own thought...i noe wat i shld do or not..
haiz...wateva...that is alrd a decision dee~~dowan talk bout it anymore...is PAST..
well...since i talkin bout PAST...
jznw went to someone blog n read...
read smtg i wish to read since last year....after i read...
then...hmm...i felt regret....n sry....and i also realize tat...
i'm not only regret n sry....thrs still som others tin...
i duno wat...
but im really not happy....feel like the tears goin com down...
but ho chai ym came in...mayb i shldnt read it.............

anyway...jznw lau sai...TT
i thk is bcz of the mee goreng.... =(
but ho cai still got smtg fun...haa...
i took som pic of ym...while she is eating...

but...sorry....i cant upload it....
coz she is going to kill me NOW ....
so sry la.... haizzz....
wat a fierce roomate she is....
ohno....she looking again...bye then..

QS

2009-06-29T23:24:00.005+08:00

ohno...2day 7am wake dee...
u noe wat,damn tire lo...TT
9am sht QS lecture 勉强 still can listen larr...
but oso duno wat she talking about pun...
who ask i last week din go..haizz
btw nx week goin test d...help !!
statistic...probability...n bla bla bla..
i stil duno how to do....omg !!really will die eh...
anyway i prefer micro more than QS...damn qs sht qs !! hate it so much...
haizz... 2day oso got micro tutorial clas...
then the teacher tell us our test result...
starting tot tat at least maybe i can get more than 30m,manatau only 28m nia...
haixxx....nx tim really cannot last min ka lai study dee...
so sad... =(

Tire ...

2009-06-24T21:54:00.002+08:00

walao...2day wake at 6am...
goin to sch for the ptptn stuff....

mana tau....
when i was using a hair dryer.....
i heard some....
"Eee OOoooOO eeeE "
starting i was so scare.....
so i move to the place where voice coming....

THEN..

yuan lai...is yee min again....
she talking again....
walau eh.....scare diok me lo....SERIOUSLY !!!
tis ym harr.....not the 1st tim d lorr.....
always talking in the dream....
*p/s :duno how ah pin can tahan slp v her on the bed eh...HAHA
klarr....the point is ym scare diok me !!

okay...nx tin is....PTPTN...
sht lorrr....
so ma huan....
feel like wana kill them all....straight go bank n rob..
keke...well...
u 6smtg go....get no.375....
the num ia quite ok one.....not vr last...
but hor....
i 12smtg walk frm wendy hs until thr....
they told me...goin 2have lunch....ask me go out...damn it lo...
then hor...again...3pm...after my class i go....
till thr....my num over d...jznw call ur num.....u din answer ma...
so let other pp d lorrr....
grrrr......damn damn damn !!!
so i ma wait lo.....
3pm....345pm....415....
5pm.... !!
finally he let me go line up dee...
sht tat tarc uncle eh...wana kk him !!
when its my turn go till thr...
that officer jing ran say tat still need one letter ka approve me !!
WALAUeh.....KNS.....!$#%&^(()&&^%$
feel like wana pengsan tat tim...really...(coz no more energy to kill him d)
geram nia u tau.....

Haixx....Fine then...
i will gv him the letter 2mr....
hope i really can complete everytin on 2mr la...

btw....jznw heard this song "Hate That I Love You" .....
quite memorable to...thk of many tins...
haizzz...Nitezzz
seriously so tire....
=(

Lonely....

2009-06-21T23:59:00.003+08:00

Lonely....im mrs lonely....i have nobody....all of my own !!!
huuhuhuuhuuuu~~~

adoii....yeap...thats rite...
im lonely 2nite....
miss everyone now....
anyway....now is 12am middle of the nite dee...
n then horr.....
i did not bath yet loh....
hee....2mr still got test neh....
is the Microeconomics....
well...is my favourite....altot i like...n also almost understand all lar...
but 2moro is the 1st test neh....1st tim in tarc punya test lai....
so i really duno wat to do....NOW feel like quite *excited* !!
kekezz....oso quite worry...hee
anyway....jz come up n have new post larr...
abo ppl say me OUTDATE pulak....
oklorr....gv her some face then....
OKaay....feel so sticky.....
really wan go bath liao....
n i thk im goin swicth on all the light in my hostel tonight !!
hahaxx.....dun say me stupid plzz.... == ''
kk...good night everyone....

hng !!

2009-05-27T17:07:00.001+08:00

now at eve hs...
then horr...

im FEVER !!
but two of them jing ran din care of me..
T.T
i really fever liao...
haix...
btw duno later shld go a nt...
SOT n SBS combined beach party....
shld i go or nt ??
lol....

im sorry...uncle

2009-05-14T14:59:00.003+08:00

ah gu, sorry for everytin i had done....
n wat i had said before..
sorry...
bcoz u always sing....i felt reli vr disturbing....
so i doesnt like u at all...
somtim still scold u at back....
even ask u go die....really very sorry..
act i noe u r good ppl too...
yuan lai i doesnt like but i oso din hate u at all....
act i thk im quite sad....
n one more tin....u reli r a christian n im not....
u always sing n pray so loud....
din care wat ppl said u siao lang or wad...
bt u r reli a christian....nt like me...
i xin shang u...really...
now u r not here....
well...i thk i will vr bu xi guan by not hearin ur disturbing sound....
hope u can 4give me for not letting u sing or always report to 2yi them....
jz wanna say...reli Sorry !! for everything....
God bless u.....hope u can live happily in heaven....
anyway i thk,at thr sure no ppl will complain bout u singing so loud dee...
have peace....

p/s : I dont believe that my tears dropped when i heard the news...
我们应该珍惜身边的人...
不要在失去了才来哭泣....

yeah....Finish working !!

2009-05-13T22:35:00.002+08:00

hahahahxx... =)
finally i nonit work d...
today last day liao lo....
so happy.... =)
i realise tat workin reli vr tire...
esspecially as promoter standin all the time at the shop...
n cant sit down at all punya...
walao....reli hate it....
no more nx time lo..
heee...
anyway....im sooooos ooosoososos HAPPY =P
heee ^^

A call...

2009-05-04T22:03:00.003+08:00

Yooo...
i was still on my bed..Dreaming~~
suddenly a "RingRing..RingRing...."WAKE me up!!
i tot my mum at hom...
so duwan go get it...manatau so long tat fon ringin...
so i been force to get out the bed n hear the fon...
tat tim still blur blur tiao...
jump down the bed almost fall pun..
haizz...tat tim quite paik chek v tat fon..
so..haizz..pick up the fon then...
But....
when i heard wat the person talking about..
"did u apply for the star scholarship,can u com over at bla bla bla..."
i was totally awake tat tim...
tat tim so happy....so excited....^^
reli reli thx god loh...heee...
anyway jz interview nia...
bt at least get a chance to promote myself...
anyway after i put down the fon till now...
im NERVOUS !!!
scare..... T.T
how?!how?!
haizzz...
=(

For all my best friends..especially Long Bang members !!

2009-04-30T23:40:00.005+08:00

this is a song which i felt tat its for us...
hope u guys will go n hear it..
it touch me...

http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/a/a1/one_in_love.html

"One In Love"

Have you seen the sunset, fade beneath a rain cloud?
Have you ever chased your dreams away?
Did you ever think that?
Life was just a highway, a never-ending road of lonely days.

There are times we cry, and reach out to the sky.
For the strength we need, to hold our head up high.

[Chorus:]
All we need have to do now is love one another.
Sisters and Brothers, can all live as one.
And all we have to do now is show one another.
We all need each other, to love as on in love.

Have you seen a sunrise, promising you daylight?
When all you need is shelter from the storm.
Have you ever felt that love was just an island
You can't survive on love all on your own.
There are times when I need to reach inside.
For the strength I need, to hold my head up high.

[Chorus]

If we push aside the blame, for the tears and the pain.
You know love can reign, and the world will smile again.

If we push aside the blame, for the tears and the pain.
You know love can reign, and the world will smile again.

[Chorus: Repeat Till End]

hope you guys agree it lah..
love you all...
=)

泪又流下来了。。

2009-04-27T22:08:00.002+08:00

我明白了。。

那些泪。。。

是失望...
是伤心...
是死心... 的眼泪。

Pc fair...

2009-04-19T01:29:00.002+08:00

today went to pc fair...
aim for laptops...
haix..jz aim nia larr... dun hv extra cash buy yet.. =(
i go on 7smtg...
reach pisa n go get a parking lot....
bt u noe....everyone is sayin economic down or blah blah blah...
bt i thk if they go the pc fair then they mayb wil change their thkins...
coz u noe....there reli is Human Mountain Human Ocean !!
my mum find a parking lot oso drive many rounds ka found one nia...
haixx....then when we reach the entrance...
i act gt a feeling of turnin bec go to watch my mv better then go in thr...
coz its reli many many ppl...haix..
bt at last i oso go in la...
bought a bluetooth for mum...n oso bought a headphone...
noe wad...i reli love tat headphone..mayb its a bit hard to carry out...
bt u noe the sound system is so great....
i love it....rm35 reli worth it....hehe

anyway....the pc fair reli make me...errmm...how to say leh...
errr....the percentage of Wanting money...hmmm..
Wanting money....the percentage get higher d...

by the way....
if in the future....i reli nt me anymore...
do all 违背良心 eh stuff....
do i still have frens ??!!
haix...

ytd my cousin told me many tins...
make me feel tat....the ppl tat surrounded us...those faces tat we see....
all are Fake !!maybe the world the society tat we goin to face in few yrs later...
are vr realistic....are vr Dark n Ugly !!

hate him very very very much !!!

2009-04-13T19:43:00.001+08:00

i hate my dad !

Hokkien mee is the best !!

2009-04-12T13:55:00.003+08:00

so long din eat diok hokkien mee d..
reli si pek ho chiak neh !! heee

ok finish hokkien mee liao. talk about me k...
hee..i noe many pp wana noe how im rite..
oklarr..

1st,well....act i hv a boy fren..
hee....i noe din tel most of u....sry la..
coz i noe nt stable one...if after tel u guys then break d how...
n the truth is i din tel u guys is the right tin lai...
hee...coz i break v him after we on for 2weeks.
geng leh..hee...wana noe more jz ask la...
when u see me...hee

2nd tin is...
i don get a car...my si pek KK eh dad....
hate him...i reli reli vr hate him...
everytim jz SAY SAY n SAY nia..
if u cant do it...plz don say la...malehcibaiKKpukilanciao eh!!
most of u noe me seldom say tis kind rubbish words rite...
bcz of him..he force me to say one...haaxx

4th,
from now on i change d!!
many tins happen in tis 18yrs...
most of the reason bcz of them..
so i need to change !! i gonna change !! i wanna change !!
esspecially wat im thkin...
in the past...i love money...
for now...i oso love money....
bt i stil cn control in the past...
bt now...nt i duwan control...jz i need to i must have a lot a lot of money...
i hate poor....i hate the feeling of i cant get the tin tat i want to....
hate feeling when i wana buy smtg i wan vr much bt in the heart i only get the respond of... "you don have the money to buy it !! "
sht sht sht....
i hate hate hate !!
i noe i shldnt 败在金钱权力下
but without this tin i cant get wat i wan...
so if i reli turn out to b a 钱奴....
don scold me k....haizz...
ofcz i won b a person like bcz of $$$ n argue v family or frens la
but...
haixx.....i reli wan money money money !!!

5th,
these days happen a lot of tins too..
i jing ran heard tat my relatives argue until one of it bit another one.
then i realize tat yuan lai i reli cant always trust wat ppl said at the 1st...
nobady will truly tel u wat they r thkin eh
n act i oso one of those ppl..
n one more tin is...
when i noe i din get the scholarship tim...bt the other of my fren get it.
then i bcome...duno wad...
jz vr vr mad....act its reli ntg one...i oso duno y...
mayb i reli hate the feeling of always lose !!
esspecially lose to her...
well we r best fren...bt jz can say sry...coz u r my best fren...
but i reli wish tat someday i can win u...once i oso gam buan d..hee
so dun thk so much when u read tis la...hee

6th, act im finish d...
but jz wan to say tat i dowan be me anymore....!!
i wanna change ! gai3 diao4 all my bad habits....esspecially the laziness...
haixx...anyway...
ntg is immposible !! i noe if i believe i can fly...
someday i will fly in the sky !! ^^

p.s my frens...long tim din meet d...
find someday com out plz...i kesi take mc for u all...hehe

Money money money COME !!

2009-04-07T16:19:00.002+08:00

i wan money larr....
money money Come !! please.....

^^

2009-03-30T21:16:00.003+08:00

hee..
sry so LONG din update...dun scold me plz...
haa...well...
this few weeks or mayb month...
many things happen la...
ofcz i get my spm result...6Ass
well...i stil wan 7 larr....anyway also vr happy cn get this result...
coz i reli tot that i wil b getting 2 pr 3A nia...
especially my pendidikan moral...
A1 pulak...tat i reli wan go long piak eh...
cozz reli is a miracle !!now i reli bliv tat "nothing is immpossible" d !!
well...
i work in padini lo....make some new friends...
some nt bad la...esspecially tat 2gals...
they reli is a gd person....n we talk a lot...
haizz...n also happens smtg unbelievable.....
gt chance ka tell u guys...haa
anyway.....i oso felt smtg....
i felt tat smtg in my heart makes me hard to love pp...
really...duno is gd or not...
a person who protects herself too much izit wrong ?? or a right tin ?
now quite scare i reli turn BLA (bo lang ai) !!
haa...
but now nonit thk tat yet...thk of I STILL NEED WORK FOR A MONTH !!
maybe more....T.T
reli lazy liao....haix...n at thr also many tins happen lar..
those ppl luan lai luan ki...mm zai when wil argue ki lai pun...
n tat tim...which side shld i stand ??lolx...neutral gua..
haa...now i hope time faster pass...then i cn go college...
start MY life d...
n i can rent thr too...bt i reli nid study vr vr hard ka cn continue...
haix....hope i cn oso b a top one too...hee
bt tarc eng kai si no la horr...haa
by the way....B.admin rite or not...
stil gt a bit confuse guk....hee
bt wateva larr....jz hope i reli can get the star edu fund la.... $ $ $

yeah....i dye my hair...^^

2009-03-17T00:01:00.002+08:00

i dye my hair liao...
finally...so happy !! =)
dark purple oh....keke
now no pic yet
nx tim gt ka upload la
hehe

by the way i jz wan say i noe form 6 is gd larr...
bt i relli duwan go bec pcghs or SCHOOLS with ruless d.....
so plz dun force me MUM....
haiz...

4am....

2009-03-07T03:38:00.000+08:00

now is 4am in the morning...
dunno what m i doing now...
heee...maybe is 2mr no need work....
so feel diok very excited....
keke....start hungry now...
how arr...lolx...

well...just wanna say Padini....really very kiam siap !!!
everyday got customer go buy their products but they jing4ran2 say....
theirs sale NO GOOD...need cut cost....
especially they just wanna cut all part timers working times...
grrr....when i heard of this...
really very beh syok....
that mean pay will be very low...
grrr...i work because of money merr...
grrr...very geram u tau ?!
but actually i also not very like to for now...heee....still lazy-ing...
kekezz...so they gave me 10 days off...
so i gt a lot of holidays...hee...
but thk diok when i get the little salary time...
T.T my heart gonna cry again....sig... =(
haizz...what can i do leh....
accept it la....just one month....very fast...

by the way....
result coming deee...
i get off for that day...
if i really get result tat i cant accept...
i really dunno what will i do loh...
but don worry....wont jump from komtar eh....
heeee...
i think i wont talk on that day...
but go 闹'自闭'....hehe..
to all my friends :
hope you guys and also me can get the result that we want lahh...
=)

Finally...I work dee !!

2009-03-02T01:14:00.002+08:00

Haaa...funny a nt...
everyone za za go work liao...
me leh..
jz stay at house...leng lang leng lang...
hee...but i reli lazy work...oso duwan work...
dono y...im a person who love money vr much...
bt i oso duno y i mai go work...
mayb reli nt challenging at all larr..
now leh....heee
Finally i went to work d...
today 1st day....
surprisingly i saw wendy at the staff room...
well....we doesnt knew each other vr well...jz i noe her name...she noe mine...
i think lah...anyway....i felt vr happy...
bcoz saw some1 u noe when u at a new place is a vr good thing lai... hee
so..i start my job....
haizz...yuan lai tat RM5/per hr reli nt easy to gain one..
at here i jz wanna say if u feel fold cloths are an easy tin then better u go work at som place like padini or FOS...then u WONT feel tat way d...
only one day nia...
haizzz...my hand n my back turn like an old women ldt...
or cn say my whole body...
so pain n tire...T.T
so pity myself...hehe..
bt anyway...RM5/per hr....mei2 ban4 fa3 lah...
one month nia...i mz tolerate v tis...
klahh...btw anyone miss me cn cum find me ohh....keke
qb padini....seed department...
haaa...nitezz la...
so tire... =(

Great day...n oso a day to start HUAN LO d,,,

2009-02-19T00:13:00.002+08:00

today went out v primary frens...
reli hv fun n vr happy la...
bt i watch mv till half then go out d...
coz my dad la....
say gt important tins to say...
bt quite imp too larr...
he ask me again wan go nz a nt...
this tim say till vr serious neh..
haixx...

well...
im still thkin..

OSH ar OSH...
thk properly ooo....

KL

2009-02-13T00:21:00.002+08:00

Yay yay...i come back dee....
did anyone miss me ??!! lol..
well...
i bought a lot of stuff....
scarft...watch....cloths...
shiok si neh....
n i go clubbing too...is my 1st time...
quite enjoy la....
dance n drink....drink n dance.....
my cousin still teach me a bit salsa in thr....
haaa...quite happy pun larr..
but....this time go KL....without mama acc....
so POK KAI deee.....T.T
really use ALL lohh....
buy till need to borrow frm my sis neh....
bt anyway....long tim din buy till so shiok dee...
so nvm lah....wakakazz....

anyway jz wanna say....
KL....theirs life....
i like it...
also can say LOVE it....
haixx...i maybe goin live in KL in the future....
heee....
everyone.....wish me good luck lah....
wakakakzz...

Pain....T.T

2009-02-05T00:08:00.001+08:00

hee...long tim din blog dee....
hw's everyone...?!

haix....2day 1st day....quite pain....
then i slp whole day....heee
bt act i din reli slp diok pun...
the fon ti ti rang...
paik chek nia...
haiyorr...suan le..

haixx...one more month....
March.....
after taking result....
then my life START.....
what kind of life izit ??
hmm....
anyway....bu guan wat izit....
i oso gt to make a big decision....
a START to my own life.....
aiyorr....stil gt one more month....heeee
play one more month 1st lah....

btw im goin KL tis friday nite....
guess i go for what ??
heee....
ask me lah....i ka tell u....
kekezz....^^

612星球

2009-02-05T00:04:00.001+08:00

我但愿有一个人在等我在属於我的612星球
好让我忍着痛也愿意往下走
不快乐至少要有梦
一定会有一个人在等我无条件拥抱着我的所有
想遇见我还要翻越多少山丘
花别谢太快请你等等我.....

haix...

Stylist or Business

2009-01-09T01:21:00.002+08:00

i dono wat to choose...
haiz..

today after came back frm qb...
then i hv a fashion show...
cz i bought a few new cloths...
then when i look in the mirror...
i suddenly wish to c a stylist...
same as the 唐门 in the <不良笑花>...
nt bcz of i watch too much mv or wat..
i really interest in it one...
act i hv made decision of choosing business dee...
bt now...i really dono d..
like i hv to make another decision again...
vr confuse vr 烦...dono how ?!
can someone help me out of this ??
haizz...i reli duno how now....
my mum never want to gv me any suggestion...
she jz say i gv u freedom....u wan do wat...wan choose wat....is all ur own decision...
ya...hv mum like this is vr good....
bt somtime.....no good at all....
like now...i reli dono wat decision to make...
altot thr is still som time....
haizzz...
can anybody help me out of this situation ?!
sigh...

I'm...I'm...Sooooo Boring...

2009-01-06T17:28:00.002+08:00

so so so Boring....
haihz..

but ho chai jz bought back the Twilight series...
four book to let me read...
but after finish reading...
haizz....dunno what to do again...
my cousin mia job...
haizz....dono when ka can start...
so....i decide to find a job now....
bt i hv no transpot....n lazy to go out....
heee....so im trying the work at home job....
the data entry one...thr is no exact time....
vr flexible....heee....
but need some cash in hand 1st.....haizz...
hope my mum can borrow me 1st la...
but i already borrow frm her a lot of $$$ deee....
haih...a bit bu hao yi si deee....
kekezz....

btw is quite late to wish d...bt i still gona say tat...
wish everybody happy 2009 lah...

n to all my frens...
hope u guys hv a great future n a great year in 2009....
we cant always meet dee.....
so i will miss u all....heee ^^

Lonely Christmas

2008-12-24T21:28:00.001+08:00

haizz...lonely xmas...
hahaxx...act ok larr...
nt vr lonely nia...
wakaka...^^
Merry Christmas to everyone lah...

2008-12-21T23:58:00.002+08:00

grrr....
sht sht sht...
vr unhappy now...
y like this one...
grow up reli no gd...
grrr...
everybody like lost ki aneh...
haih....
suak dee....
hurt heart....
heart crying....
haiyorrr.....nt so terrible larr....jk
bt reli nt happy la
graduate liao reli nt same ki eh......
i oso need to liao jie them larr....
haih....the world....
yala...cy say right de....this is call WORLD....
sht WORLD....so xian shi for what leh ??
haihhhh... =(

Yo...Tesco Extra !!

2008-12-18T18:13:00.004+08:00

wahaha....
i go tesco extra 2day...
yeah yeah...
bt im so stupid...
din say Hi to "L" pun...
hahaxx..
wateva la...
ntg eh...
c diok can d lah...
hahax...he is still the same...
lolx... =.=

不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有

2008-12-17T22:31:00.002+08:00

“ 不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有”
many pp like say this....why leh ??
hmmm...who knows...
maybe someday i meet my "曾经拥有" then i will know y that time...
bt when izit ??
haih...

okay....

2008-12-06T23:20:00.003+08:00

i ytd tell the pp i wan do the job dee...
bt actually i stil cant make sure yet...
duno y totally lost confidence on myself.....
bt today....
finally i xiang3 tong1 deee....
somebody told me....
if u like it...u interest in it....
then....go for it....
bcoz do the things we like....
it will came out better result than what we do by followin pp advice....
we fang4 dan3 qu4 zuo4....n try all best....
so i decide d....
night sch so wat....
i work earlier so wat....
i can gain more result than other pp....gain more experience too....
so i shld believe in myself.....
do the best....
You Can.... =)
if you think you can,YOU CAN !!!
^.^

so i thk i nt goin new zealand d ooo....

btw....today saw diok Linda....Zhong jia xin !!
ohno....she is so pretty....
reli vr vr pretty.....
vr vr vr BEAUTIFUL......@.@
beh tahan d....
duno y.....the guai4 pi4 i like to watch beautiful gal stil cant change....
bt nvm....i like tat....
pretty women and beautiful gal is gd to see....hehe
BY THE WAY.....im one of them toooo.....^.^
wakakakazz.z......
haih....duno y the god so love me....gv me such pretty face....
wakkakakakakazzz.....god...love u so much....heee
hehe...i noe u all who reading this post nw are vomiting....
Congratulation....!! u guys gonna get a great big kiss frm me deeee....^^
kekekekezz.....Happy ?!

<>
~ Muackz ~

Finally i free dee....

2008-12-04T00:11:00.002+08:00

spm finally finish dee....
dec 1 finish liao....bt y i 2day ka cum n update my blog leh......
kekez....ofcz is play till siao till no time to cum here lah...
heee....really vr hapy spm over dee....
bt i jz hv a month to play nia larr...
afterthat gt to study or work again...
haizz....this is LIFE....agree ??
bt nvm...i will let my life b perfect b happy....
n i gonna let my future be my future....
i want what i want....
i want it....
bt till nw i still cant make the decision yet....
好烦
真的好烦
真的真的好烦.....
怎么办 ??
the offer is ok....
bt i nid2 study in night sch...
how ??
what decision shld i do....
i been thinking this for 5days deee....
2more days i gt2 gv pp answer d.....
i really duno how to make this 1st serious important decision in my life.....
haiz....is thr someone can help me ??
friends ??
family ??
haizzz.....they can only gv me advice and opinion nia....
they also cant do wat....because this is mine decision.....
Aaaaaarrrhhhhhhhh..........

wat am i doing now??!!!

2008-11-24T19:41:00.002+08:00

oh great....wat m i doin nw ??
hahax...sht u...
ooi shan hui....
haixxx.....one week free....i done ntg !!
sht sht sht.....
wed gt exam.....
nw is still spm period....
i jing ran start watch mv dee......
haizzz...
n account......
nex mon....
the document things i xiang ka si stil nt sure yet....
hw m i goin to take spm ?!
grrrrr......
nw stil watvh mv....T,T

yeahh...finish 7 subject dee..^^

2008-11-18T22:15:00.004+08:00

so hapy...
finally finish 7 subj dee...
then i hv one week to study bc n acc...
quite relax d larr...
since sn finish....i already dun hv any feeling tht im taking spm d...
haizz...
so quite scare 2day eh moral one...
bt wont fail d gua....
spm...
act i only hv confidence in mm nia....i mean for A1 lah...
the rest i thk wont fail gua...
haixx...
anyway....pass dee~~
dun thk so much d larh...
everyting let the kao guan decide....
n jz pray lah....=)
yeah yeah....
one week free....
kekezz...
relax relax....and relax...
^.^

Can i have this dance ??

2008-11-16T13:14:00.002+08:00

gabriella n troy...
they are so sweet...
n i am so.....
haih...

Can I Have This Dance :

[Gabriella]
Take my hand, take a breath
Pull me close and take one step
Keep your eyes locked on mine,
And let the music be your guide.

[Troy, Gabriella]
Won't you promise me (now won't you promise me, that you'll never forget)
We'll keep dancing (to keep dancing) wherever we go next

(chorus)
It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

[Troy]
Take my hand, I'll take the lead
And every turn will be safe with me
Don't be afraid, afraid to fall
You know I'll catch you threw it all

[Troy, Gabriella]
And you can't keep us apart (even a thousand miles, can't keep us apart)
'Cause my heart is (cause my heart is) wherever you are

[Gabriella And Troy]
Oh no mountains too high enough, oceans too wide
'Cause together or not, our dance won't stop
Let it rain, let it pour
What we have is worth fighting for
You know I believe, that we were meant to be

this song is so nice....
love it so much .....^.^
n also High School Musical...
it is our high school musical.... =)

spm...4more subj to go...

2008-11-13T18:49:00.002+08:00

sht sht sht.....!!wtf....
i din do tht damn question 33...
7 mark fly....
damn...

bm bi sej mm ict
finish 5 dee....
stil hv 4 more to go nia....

i wan 7a...
nt only bcz the money....
the result reli can prove many many things....
this is my maruah....
n i duwan let ppl look down at me anymore...
haye that feeling....
like i reli cant do anyting ldt...
especially my mum....
haizzz....
i gonna let her bliv me someday...
hng !!
who im ??
im ME....myself....ah hiao ji...
cn hiao gong 1st in the universe...
hahaxx...siao liao....
bt i am ooi shan hui...
sure can de...
god blesss....
you can....

haixx..

2008-11-03T20:52:00.002+08:00

ytd nite quite happy...
bt until midnight...the sej....
geram ka si....
study lai study ki oso kenot go in....
mayb i reli too push myself dee....
shld be more relax...
mayb i reli gv too much pressure on myself.....
last nite.....i thk of....shld i jz let it go....
so pressure for wat ??? ur mum din force u pun....
haizz....ho chai lastly i dint.....i change to do math....
do smtg better than din do anything wad...
if my mum gv me more encourage....
mayb i wil hv more strength to continue my sejarah.....
mummy....can u plz dont look down at me.....
im ur daughter....i always support u.....
y cant u jz gv me some encouragement ??
jiu suan u duwan say anythin oso can....
bt PLEASE dont gv me da3 ji1....
i reli vr pressure....u still say lidat....
i mayb beng1 kui4 wan....
haizzz.....watever larr...
SH u can do it.....
u always can do anything or face anything by urself....
in the future thr mayb a lot task tht harder than examin spm.....
so now just a simple easy spm nia....
u cant get through meh ??
hahaxx....ofcz i CAN.....
YOU CAN DO IT....!!! ^.^
gambateh kay....

err....duno ...

2008-11-02T21:17:00.002+08:00

really duno what it feels like...
we chat a lot....but...dunno how to say...
he change....nt so shy d...
i change too....oso nt so shy d...
we two vr thick faces....hahaxx...
haixx....if it is real then ma good loh....
but i dun thk it will bcom real...
the posibilities is vr low...
i say i duwan for now...
but maybe he wil b the only exception guaaaaaa.....
hahaxx...
after spm.....will b vr fun....
hahahaxx...

^.^

2008-11-02T15:36:00.001+08:00

hehe....so happy now !!
he add me....He add me leh...
hahahaxx....happy.... =)
hmmm.....

Key chain

2008-11-01T19:48:00.002+08:00

ohno....i talk to the key chain last nite....
haixx....maybe reli study diok siao liao guaaa....
talking to a key chain....
is name is call Tiger...
Pooh 's fren....hehe...
talk to him whole nite....hahaxx
ok...gt2 stop....
or else im goin the Tanjung Rambutan 2nite.....T.T

毕业典礼 and 谢师宴.....sad day !!

2008-10-25T01:34:00.002+08:00

Morning time....
i wake up early to prepare 2go sch...
bcz is bi ye dian li...wanna ban leng leng...^^
bt the ceremony is VERY VERY VERY boring....
reli sien till wanna die....
n i guk headache and the most serious thing is i menstrual pain...
pain till wanna ki siao pun...
guk kenot eat med..haix....

but.....

night time...
wah...Syiok...Syiok...Syiok....^^
reli vr Syiok....n happy....
we scream till like the zoo animal lidat....XD
vr funny....
bt after happy hour is goin to dismiss....
we sang for "the song of leaving" - 飞
that time....ah cenn start cry dee....
evelyn oso wana cry bt she lun tiao.....ym n cy i nt sure....
ym xiang ka si cry lah.....
i din cry tht time....i stil nt so sad yet...
bt when the song end......
they played another song.....朋友
tht time start i cry.....
fi li feh leh,ti ti cry....
stop finish....then hug v them i cry again....haix...
i reli duwan leave them......i duwan leave my fren....
i wan always be with u guys always.....
u guys make me happy make me laugh make me change......
i reli love u guys.....oh man....i love u all....my friends......
haix....1st time i cry so long n so cant control....
write till here......i wanna cry again dee....
i reli duwan do leave u guys......i duwan to start a new life again....its hard....
vr hard to get new frens like you all....so siao....so special to me....T.T
grrr.....stop !!
kenot write dee.....abo 2mr my eyes sure turn like siew hui eye ma charm....
haixxx......haixxxx.....haix....
my freinds.....i love you all.....
very very very much neh....
Dont you all dare to forget me....
or else i will hiao u all forever one !! hng...
so must guai guai remember me kay !!!!
Do Not Forget Me.......!!

2am....wanna slp liao abo 2mr nonit go watch high school 3 dee....
by the way.....so execited now....cant wait to watch my Zac Efron....^^
nitezz....
this night is the most special day in my 17 year life....
i wont forget it....

we will still meet.....

the songs of leaving...

2008-10-20T14:42:00.002+08:00

today...go sch for pratising the songs when we need to sing for friday....
24 oct 2008 graduate ceremony and xie shi yan....
when we are singing ah cenn cry Again...
haix...she is so gan3xing4....
actually i oso vr sad merr...
cant everyday saw my fren d...
chu fei same kolej again lah...
i will vr vr vr miss u guys...really...
without u guys i wont laugh always dee...
haixx....i like to laugh...bcoz it feels happy...
bt without u guys thr maybe no much happiness dee...
when we grow need to face a lot of problem...
we may not being ourself anymore....maybe me is nt me anymore!!
haixx....how ah??
anyway friends is forever one...
so cenn nonit be too sad...
although we may nt everyday meet dee.....
bt we will always be in ur heart one rite??hehe....^^
aiyorr...write much dee..oh no...

Sunday 19 Oct

2008-10-20T14:15:00.004+08:00

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My friend…maybe im not going to NZ oh…Happy??hehe…^^

Unhappy

2008-10-13T16:06:00.002+08:00

what i did to my dad is right or wrong ???
if it is right , y dint i feel happy??
if it is wrong , y dint i feel sorry to him...??

i now really vr vr vr unhappy...vr sad...

New Post...^^

2008-10-08T20:07:00.002+08:00

Long time dint update my blog dee.....

hmmm....coz im too busy....wahaha...

lolx...

whatever la.....!!

Trial Finish....

Spm coming soon....

then....

PLAY TIME.....!!

2 more months...hehezz.....

so execited...kakakazz....

that really can play till siao siao....

oso can go back late late....

and can get lesen.....drive here go there.....

round penang island also can.....

wahaha.....do whatever i want.....

hahaxx....Freedom....Freedom....I LOVE YOU.....XD

(err....looks like got a bit over dee....

haiyorrr....once awhile nvm de!!!^^ )

But....

the graduation ceremony is coming.....and also xie shi yan.....

i think that day will be very happy and very sad too....

haizzz.....

maybe will be last precious memory in pcghs dee guaa....

after that....then spm d....

from now onwards...pressure will always be with me....

until that spm finish.....

haizzz.....2 months arrr.....

faster over please......

Lastly....

to all my friends....

Gambateh in SPM.....^^

Pressure...

2008-09-29T22:44:00.001+08:00

Long time din c eh pressure FINALLY cum bec d...
is a good thing or bad thing leh??
haizzz....
who knows???

After Trial....

2008-09-20T20:58:00.003+08:00

Yeah...Trial guin to finish deee...
2 more subject BI n maths....
haizz.z..
bt this time eh result.....
will vr teruk guaaa....TT

after trial finish....
still got bout 6 weeks than SPM liao....
im now not nervous or scare pun....
but i noe the exam day sure will nervous mia....
like pmr like tht....
haiyarrr....
suan le.....dao4 shi2 zai4 lai2 ta3 suan4....

after trial.....
there oso will need to prepare for the xie4 shi1 yan4 d....
sure need to stay again.....
hate stay in sch.....
n oso ceremony for graduation....
haizz.z....actually i not really vr happy for leaving sch......
becoz this mean that we need to "grow up" dee...
Grow up vr vr ma huan eh....
gt many things need to do.....
need to think.....
haizzzz.....i hope that i can be a child forever......
no need go n fan2 so many stuff.....

After Trial.......
haizzzz....

the 4th day of holiday.....

2008-08-21T21:13:00.002+08:00

Finally....
2mr me n cy going to take the undang test....
errr.....but.....
i dint study any of the undang yet....
haizz....mayb i gona take again the test gua.....haiyorr...
suan le bah....
2nite try my best finish it loh...
haizz.z....nitezz...
700am need to wake d...
siao eh...take undang test nia marr....
so early for wat??
Malaysia....hmm....T.T

Drama Competition....

2008-08-16T22:32:00.002+08:00

today finally is the day of Drama Competition d...
we wei4 le1 this competition put on quite a lot effort mia....
but at last also dint get the 1st....
Anyway we still get the 2nd....
i thk is becoz of this is our 1st n last drama competition bah...
we reli try our best d....
2nd oso nt bad dee lah...
bt i still gt a bit upset....

get wounded......T.T

2008-07-16T18:36:00.002+08:00

2day hv a basketbal competition....
is the final one....our team lose....
anyway still can get second place....not bad lah...
but....
i fell down again....
on my knee cap thr Again.....urghhhh....
nt fair...why everytime at tht place one...
haih.....anyway nt vr hurt la...hehe...

after that still can go drive car neh....
my dad teach me.....
wah....start driving time...i gt a bit panic la....
aftertht ok d...
i can change gear...emergency break......drive along still can turn....
i felt tht is very good for the 1st time drive car.....im vr glad....kekezzz....
duno next tim when can drive again....excited...^^

But....
when i reach home....
i fell down so i fast fast go n bath then come out and put medicine....
when i put medicine.....
i felt so upset....
fell down...get injured.....for other pp....they will go n complain to some pp or cry or....
for me....i suddenly thk tht i hv no one can let me bao4 yuan4 or cry to someone....
maybe i really too tough dee....or too du2 li4 liao.....
n myself....i oso duwan tell or let pp know my que1 dian3....
so sudenly feel so lonely....so kong1 xu1...so....alone....
i hv no one to tell.....

Rehearsal for class item...

2008-07-15T22:42:00.002+08:00

Ben lai....today duwan go d eh...
but thk diok i xiang ka si everytime rehearsal for clas item time dint go sch...
so...feel diok quite sry to ah pin mia...
hehhe...so 2day lazy oso must go....haih...

anyway...reli quite fun lah...
i get part in th chachachambo n the last song re qing de sha mo...
walau...that siew hui say mz gt kiap kiap eh action....
i reli thk beh diok....but lastly ho chai....
let me thk diok....reli reli reli vr vr KIAP....omg!!
ME-reli no image deee....TT

but nvm larr.....
really quite fun eh la....
especially c diok cy n ym n eve....
dey dance n shake their ass....hahaxx...
funny....

n the S5H mia storm....(dunno spell rite boh!!)
walau....i love it so much....!!
if i can join ma good loh....
sure vr yeng eh....kekezz....
but i thk or class P5A also nt bad....
those kiap kiap eh action....
only us....P5A...can do it nia....
i thk others hard to do diok pun.....
because this is us....P5A....
feel so lucky study in tis class.....
always feel happy n fun.....n oso can alwys laugh....
laugh till my face turn big!!TT

anyway....
happy jiu hao....^^
klah...nights...
muackzzz...!!

I wanna Cry.....

2008-07-11T18:12:00.002+08:00

yesterday....
my friend call me...
we talk about many rubbish stuff....
then she say we must study dee...
Spm coming....
and if wanna apply for scholarship the Trial must get good result....
when i heard this....
i totally get shocked...and all my pressure suddenly all came...
i cant accept....feeling so bad...
wanna cry out...but i cant....dunno why....
i really very stress now....
i wanna released it...and become back to ME !!
but...all function came to me too....
really feel bad...
i just wanna get out b get some fresh or maybe go and jogging awhile...
but no free time...
so decide to cry....
but.....
why....why don't let me cry out.....

i just wanna cry for a few minutes nia.....sighing...

初恋、暗恋、热恋、痴恋、苦恋、失恋

2008-07-07T17:02:00.003+08:00

今天没上学,这是无意中看到的....
读一读吧.....看你是哪一个 !!

初恋～
世界上最甜美的事情　莫过于你慢慢地向我走来
静静地诉说着「我爱你」

暗恋～
世界上最遥远的距离　不是生与死
而是我就站在你面前　你却不知道我爱你

热恋～
世界上最令人察觉不到的事情　便是你我在一起时
那个不断流逝着的
据说叫做「幸福」的曰子

痴恋～
世界上最遥远的距离
不是我就站在你面前　你却不知道我爱你
而是明明知道彼此相爱　却不能在一起

苦恋～
世界上最遥远的距离
不是明明知道彼此相爱　却不能在一起
而是明明无法抵挡这股想念
却还得故意装作丝毫没有把你放在心里

失恋～
世界上最遥远的距离　我明明无法抵挡这股想念
却还得故意装作丝毫没有把你放在心里
而是用自己冷默的心对爱你的人
掘了一条无法跨越的沟渠

初恋、暗恋、热恋、痴恋、苦恋、失恋…… 你属于哪个??

My Birthday....

2008-07-07T16:11:00.005+08:00

My birthday...
hmmm....
not bad larr...
quite happy....
but.....im old now....haih....
17 dee....!! omg .....
still remember i form 1 mia time...
guai guai eh....quite quite one....
Now leh....
everyday in sch talk talk talk.....siao siao siao....
really totally not a same girl....
people always change ma....hahaxx..
anyway i like this changes.....hiao hiao eh...nt bad pun....
but....hm....quite pity my friends....
they really very charm.....hahaxx...
but....
my birthday cake.....really give a surprise....
those jamban n sai n duno still got wat....
ho chai they din put the "ka chuak"....
abo i really will pengsan ki....
anyway that day quite happy mia....hehezz...
thanks ya....my dearest friends.....mmmmwahhhhh.....

I love you all !!! ^^

hmmm.....
till here can d....
i very appreciate my last celebration with you guys....
what happen in the future...
we dont know....
but this moment we are together....^^
lolx
what im talking about....
chew~~
kk...gona offline dee....
abo mama wanna start Bla Bla Bla~~ ^^

Dun want to think anything anymore!! ^.^

2008-07-02T14:51:00.003+08:00

i'm not happy at all....
really too stress dee gua....
many thing that confusing me.....
make my heart seriously ill....
i cant feel happy.....
the happiness from heart....
where is it ???
a human who did not have happiness in his/her life....
someday will really beng1 kui4 wan....
i scare......maybe one day i also will be like that...
haih....why??
every person 100% sure will always think diok this word.....
why ???
really is a good question.......WHY ??
haih... i also don't know leh.....hahaxx....
very funny.....haih.....
zhen1 bei1 ai1......

where is my happiness ??
i want it....i need it....
if not....
Ooi Shan Hui will not be Ooi Shan Hui again....
the Ah Hiao Ji y'all know will disappear...!!
Believe me......this is truth.....

These day....
family....future....and the trial and SPM.....
really making me crazy.....
if i continue like that.....really will be in Tanjung Rambutan tomorrow..!!
hahaxx.....

Sooooo.....
i have a decision.....
although i really unhappy...
and also there is many problem to solve.....
but i decide not to think it anymore.....
shun qi zi ran.....i always tell people to be shun qi zi ran.....
so i think i also can do it.....
Now solve the major problem 1st....is the trial n the SPM....
is easy.....just need to study more nia...
so no more tv or novel....
Study Study Study......hmm.....maybe will stress till cry bah....
anyway better than now.....always think think think and then sad....
no use what.....
hahaxx....So my dear brother.....
think further is good for you now.....
because when we think further,then we will know that what we doing now is....
is really just a 过程....nothing one...
you will meet someone better....someone who will love you and care you more....
by the way....my lovely dearest friends.....
sorry for these days always being Black Face.....
heeee.....^^ don't angry ya....
especially the octopus eve.....hehe.....don't bit when you see this.....kekezz!!

So...I'm back dee.....
but also will have some changes......
because i need to study study and study....
but will last for 4 or 5 month nia larr....

i love you guys.....mmmmmuackzzzz!!!
n cenn cenn ah.....
hmmm.....i will sad when you treat me.....
i really beh song you....
but man....i know you K!!i not a small gas person larr.....
sometime act like angry d.....but i actually din....
so don't think too much lah....
we are best friends.....no need always say out wan....
when you need me.....come find me lah...kekezzz.....
i will TAKE CARE you mia.....kekekezzzz!!^^

Friends Forever.......

Yeah...Finally can online deee~~

2008-06-27T19:41:00.003+08:00

Finally can online liao...
so happy...^^
i think gt 2 month d loh....
wakakazz...
happy..happy.....So happy....
Miss my blog so much....
this 2 month happen a lots of things....
i also went to for a kl trip....
quite fun mia....
shopping...buy quite many mia...^^
n also got go sunway lagoon to play....
but lastly i also don have the chance to sit the Mo Tian Lun....
haizz....quite upset mia....
going to b a 17 old gal d....
stil din sit before Mo Tian Lun.....haih yaryarr...

there is something happen on me....
the relationship comes to the end....haizz...
altot is not i say wan.....but i think....
is i wan mia......haizz....
something reli kenot mian qiang wan.....
if really zi ying lai.....then will have a really bad ending....
i noe i reli nt a good person to you.....
but if continue.....that will hurt you more....
i just can say a word....
sorry....

Haizzz......suan le lah....
过去的让它过去吧......
一切都已经被安排好了....
我们或许能尝试改变......但结局已定......
谁也无法改变.....
So....
Let us start again another new life.....
have another new day.....
okay....?! ^^

kejam punya bumi.....zalim punya manusia....haizz...

2008-04-27T20:53:00.001+08:00

haizz.....
felt tat this world reli vr kong bu n can2 ren3...
haizz....
felt so dissappointed....
haiz.....haiz...haizz...

n i oso one of the human which oso a ZALIM person.....

i scare been hurt by ppl......
so i oways vr care bout my heart.....don let it so easy fell in love to someone....
so i wish tat i dont hurt anybody if posible....
coz i noe the feelings been hurt by sumone.........
eve oways say me "bei4 HURT zhang3 da4 mia..."...
haizzz....altot i knew tat she was joking.....
bt i felt tat tooo.....mayb it nt start frm i was kid....
bt is started when i went to primary bah....
haizzz....suan le...y tok tis tin......
bt now....
i duno wat 2do.....
shld i ??? or nt to.......
haizz...

nw i duwan to thk so much.....
i CANT let this stupid idiot eh tins disturb me......
exam is more important.....
to me....in my heart......my future stand the biggest place.....
and oso the 1st......

Hate.....

2008-04-11T19:50:00.002+08:00

dunno y tis world gt such DAD.....
reli vr vr vr hate him....
so irresposible one.....
so old d....stil dunoe how to think...
reli vr 失败...
thats y he till now....5o smtg d.....
still din hv a STABLE job or income.....
duno y he wanna let us come to this world....
for what????
let us come this world....
bt din responsible to us....
i had gv him many chances....
bt he 一次又一次 let disappoint.....haihzzzz....
reli vr sad i hv this kind of father.....
he not only irresponsible...
oso very self-fish....
already no money d.....stil can go and buy a volvo or wateva....
if he hv money 至少 shld go and return the debt 1st....
and he not only hurt me.....oways let me disappoint....
the most important is he hurt my mum...his ex wife....
i reli cant accept this kind of 'father'....
他没资格做我父亲.......!!!!!

sht eh.....
y gt like that mia people eh.....
Damn...!!!

For you.....

2008-04-10T19:53:00.002+08:00

有你真好
歌手：范玮琪杨丞琳
这时候最能让我想起你
多希望你在这里
你总是愿意把你的手心借给我握紧
该往哪里
我总是依赖着你
你是我的方向感
我可以确定
你会带着我朝对的方向前进
i'm thinking of you 我有你真好
你能让烦恼变得渺小
我遇见一个最懂我的人
我会提醒自己
把这份爱收好
i'm thinking of you 我有你真好
只要牵着你的手就知道
我不是一个人在这世界停靠
因为我拥有你在我心里
i'm thinking of you
有你真好
thinking of you
因为有你
我看见世界的美丽
i'm thinking of you 我有你真好
只要牵着你的手就知道 (我就知道)
我早已经没有任何缺少
因为我拥有你在我心里

Stress....

2008-04-10T18:41:00.002+08:00

These days...
every where also talking about SPM SPM SPM.....
gerrrhhh.....
so stress.....
suddenly so big pressure.....
a bit beh tahan d.....
haiz.....
nw gt a bit bit scare d.....
how ???? how ?????
HOW??????????????????????

Haizz......
phone oso no credit d.....T.T
charm loh.....

haiyaryarr......

Donno what to do.....

Lazy and boring day.....haiz....

2008-04-06T14:13:00.003+08:00

AaaaaaHHHHhhhhhhh......
Boring.....
Nothing to do at home....
Sien Sien Sienn....
I din sms ... from ytd nite til nw d....
hahaxx....
... sure angry me liao.......
hahahaxx......

Miss my Isabelle now......
bt too lazy to walk out and go her house....
hmmm....
Actually.....she is nt my larr.....
is my cousin new born daughter.....i thk nw she is 4 or 5 month big d larrr....
bt dont who so CUTE.....jelous her worr....
hmmm....
who leh horr ??? i also dunno....^^
hahaaxx....

Later still wanna go tuition....T.T
Helppppppppp......!!!
really very boring......
sien ka si.....

Ggrrrr.........
klarrh.....
this my 1st post in my blog.....
so....ermmm.....
Nice to meet you guys.......
hm....
who m i talking to ???
hmm.....sot sot wan.....

taaaa.....^^

je m'apelle Shan Hui.

hatetobe EMO.

=)

GreenDay-Time of your life

arigato ~~

='(

:( or :)

gagagaggaga.....

KOREAN~~

a friend, a buddy, a sister, and a new family member to me. =)

the hot chocolate

IF

='(

one people

突然间的领悟

GaGa =P

yesterday

Nice Song ^.^

失眠

the volleyball journey ended today

oklarr...i write..

to BlaBlaBla...

- 讲不出声 -

讲不出声 讲不出声

任由自己 半夜清醒

我只不過偶爾受了驚

於是 才遺忘本性

Somewhere Over the Rainbow..

8 oct 2009

i noe im a bit too sensitive larr..

there is stil 22 hr n 30 mins left

arrrggghhhhhh.....

怕

my prompt night..

....

....

a fun day with classmates...n ofcz ym n joanne

long time no update huh ..

Lao Da....

Happy belated Birthday to myself

放下...

I'm tire...I'm cold....I'm sick...and i'm....

QS

Tire ...

Lonely....

hng !!

im sorry...uncle

yeah....Finish working !!

A call...

For all my best friends..especially Long Bang members !!

泪 又 流下来了。。

Pc fair...

hate him very very very much !!!

Hokkien mee is the best !!

Money money money COME !!

^^

yeah....i dye my hair...^^

4am....

Finally...I work dee !!

Great day...n oso a day to start HUAN LO d,,,

KL

Pain....T.T

612星球

Stylist or Business

I'm...I'm...Sooooo Boring...

Lonely Christmas

Yo...Tesco Extra !!

不在乎天长地久 ，只在乎曾经拥有

okay....

Finally i free dee....

wat am i doing now??!!!

yeahh...finish 7 subject dee..^^

Can i have this dance ??

spm...4more subj to go...

haixx..

err....duno ...

^.^

Key chain

毕业典礼 and 谢师宴.....sad day !!

the songs of leaving...

讲不出声讲不出声

任由自己半夜清醒

於是才遺忘本性

泪又流下来了。。

不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有