hatetobe EMO.

its been a long time since the last time i Emo. urgghh....i think shld be a pms bahh...
being emo is really wasting ur time....but duno why...just cant get rid of it yet..
sighhh...
been thking of future stuff......what to do in the future ??! aikxx....
i really TOTALLY NO IDEA !!! Damnnn... isn't that i shld be a good planner of life since i been through so many "troublesss".. but sorry. im still a normal person. and i also very emotionalize..thats why now i cant stop emoing....*Sighhh
need a hug ??! hmmm....maybe i need.just that i wont ask for it.....
im always being oneself....doing all things myself and my way. no one will understand my thoughts...beside God. hmmm...i wont tell anyone too... hahaha Lol.
just......this time. im really tire.
tire of what im facing...what im doing....the ppl around me...the environment...tire of EVERYTHING !!!! so i wanna to get rid of it..... want to get out of here..get out from PG...get out from this country...just to get away.....i want something new..something can lighten up myself...something can let feels that im still living...still living for my life. i dont want to get stuck by the responsibilities anymore......JUST WANNA GET OUT OF HERE !!!!
DAMNnnn !! i think i need a rest. Lol......

=)

well.... trying to be a happy person now.
and i thk im kinda happy now la.
i was kinda emo for last few month.
and was kinda bad temper.
i would like to say sorry to everyone ya.
sorry for always being bin o o. hehe
especially eve...sorry for titi argue with u...
but this is me and you rite. just sometimes im a bit over la.
sorry for that la xiao bi. hehe Love you always.
Now i just wan to have a happy silent life.
recently im not talkative as before d...ntg to talk much.
most of the time just staying at hostel and supper ?! haha
well.... kinda look through... slhdnt so 执着 with somethings.
we shld always look further further and further.
and always think the POSITIVE　way,which i got learn more.
everything will be okay la... is just the process of growing up. =)

GreenDay-Time of your life

You don't have many regrets about your life and they way you have lived because everything happens for a reason. You tend to make your plans on the fly, because you figure what will be will be. You live for the moment because ultimately you believe that regardless of if the outcome is good or bad, it was the way it was to be. Memories are formed the best when you aren't trying to find them. Realistically, you understand you can't control everything in your life, but thats what makes life so much fun sometimes. Sometimes you live life, sometimes life lives for you. Either way, you know you will be a much better person for it. Everything is all good for you, because you don't spend much time worrying about things which is good, because you know "there's unpredictable, but in the end its right" and you just hope "you had the time of your life."

arigato ~~

After release,i do felt a lot better. thanks to that egg and LSY la. really thanks a lot. =)

='(

aikxxx.....
i cant stand d..
so i..... broke down (p/s: ym teach me this word. ;D)
HAHAHAHA... =(

:( or :)

New design of my blog !! xD

Lol.....

Well.....what can i say now..
my life is kinda hectic for now.. And i not use to it AT ALL !!
is so damn tiring...
im mentioning about the mentally...
mentally really very TIRE !!
but i have no choice.. sad! =(
anyway i think i still handle it larr...
but maybe sometimes need some alcohol to release stress la..
hehe ;D
i have a stable job as a waitress in Summer Garden..
with ee nee, kelvin, khai ling....etc
we all working at this restaurant..
the job is okay larr...can say not stressful pun..hee
or else like the mobile shine selling mp3 one...got to hit target...then sometimes still have to beh syok lai beh syok ki.. aikxx...
so i think this job is kinda easy la...haha and btw i don't like to take orders...
hehe.. or else if u take wrong orders get scolded~~ =(
then sometimes i do some fair eh promoters...
like mobile shine,selling mp3,bluetooth...etc
or like the one just past eh HomeDec fair, representing LG promoters...
aikxx....so tire...
lastly still got a lot or TEST and ASSIGNMENTS !!!
arrhhhhhhh.....seriously im going crazy d...
im just controlling the craziness nia... =(
anyone can help me ??
or maybe what ck said is right...im pushing myself too hard ?!
anyway this is life rite ?! everyone has a different life of their own..
so maybe this is mine.....
and if i wan to success then i have to try my best to get all over this la.. =)

gagagaggaga.....

lalala~~
Exam start...and over.
Holiday starts.....and going to end soon.
working in a sucks fair at KL.
back to Penang...hang out everyday... spent a lot.
but its worth bcz ah tan going to kl dee...so got to spend time with her more.
she is going away so soon. and im staying.... aikxx
all the best for her laa..

get a sucks time table for the new sem which SAT and SUN also have to attend for classes....DAMN SHT !! grrrr...

ytd went to 7aste event at 32 mansion...
okay...its another boring event..aikxx

reecently everythings is so SUCK !! hmmm
but....this is a part of the life right ?! we got to face it everyday....
sch open....got to headache again...
i really hate every beginning of the semester...
the problem i have to face is the same as always....
but still havent used to it yet...
urrgghh....

my future....
what can i do ??